linens!

today was equally as stressful as any other day. i'm just waiting for the Thursday 2pm bell to ring then i'm over with PA and Bio. the two most dreaded subjects.

why la whyyyyy wasnt i disciplined enough to study earlier.

why oh why do i always put myself in this anxiety.

ihatemyself

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was showering just now and an old idea struck me. i planned to blog bout this long ago but i never got to it. dont know why.

i have a number of stuff i'd wanna get rid of. just need to change them. like...

my wallet, which i bought when i was... form 3 i think...? 4 yrs ady. still in good condition.

my school bag

pencil case

i mean, i dunno why la. but a part of me just wants to get rid of these teenage stuff i have. high school was part of my life. and i love it. but i wanna leave it at where it is. i need to move on. and it's hard sometimes having material things which remind you of high school every day.

and then there's a whole other story bout my bed. you see, i was this harry potter fan. (not so crazy anymore) parkson was having a sale for bed linens and blankets and yes, u guess right. they sold harry potter stuff. so mum bought them for me. and this was like what? form 3?



and now, i cant get rid of them!! arghh! primarily cos they're still in good condition (hey i jaga my things kayh?) and cos it wasnt cheap too. plus where do i dispose them if i dun want them.

inside, i'm dyingggg to have an exotic sophisticated looking bed. hahaha. i have weird taste. shoot me.

i don't know why but grey turns me on. ok, plain stuff turns me on. i mean, they're so dull and boring yet... very soothing... and comforting. makes me wanna balut myself up in bed and hibernate there all day, with a rainy weather thank u very much.

all in all, i duno why i ranting. i just need to let it all out~

slowly la... i'm saving money to change my stuff. bit by bit but surely. progressing. =)

Punch out,
Nick